Beyond Blessed

Welcome to my blog. I'm sitting here blogging as I hear a small voice from the living room saying over and over and over again 'mama called the doctor and the doctor said NO MORE JUMPING ON MY BED!' Hey, my little monkey (also referred to as Kiki) is 2, give her a break! It's impressive she even knows the song.

What an amazing life I have been blessed with. I have a job which i love. I wake up excited to go to work. I get to paint, bake, create, sing, dance, laugh every day, all day. On top of that, I get to wear lululemons to work everyday. I've got it good. Not only do I adore the little monkey(also referred to as Kiki) I spend my days with, but her parents are great. I'm not 'nanny'. I'm family. I join them with meals, I spend evenings watching girly TV with Lady Nicks, and receive tickets from Mr Nicks. I am so much more than nanny to these wonderful people. 

I love my little monkey so much. Some times I wonder if I could ever love my own nieces or nephews as much as I love Kiki. The smile she gives me with her scrunched up nose makes my heart melt daily, actually hourly. Her squeels of delight on my arrival are priceless. When she lunges into my arms when shes frightened and Im the only one who can protect her make me feel not only appreciated but loved. 

I can't help but compare this love I have for kiki, to the love my father in heaven has for me. It doesn't matter if i screw up, he's there waiting for me to come back and say I'm sorry, He never stops loving me even if i've screwed up hugely. And sometimes it takes me a few times to get it right. His love for me is so much stronger than my love for Kiki, and my mind can't even comprehend that love. For that... I am eternily greatful!